Maybe it's about taking a deep
breath and forgiving yourself
for yesterday's mistakes.

She's not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people life and promises can be broken as quick as they're made. She undestands that she might never be loved and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can't change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you're standing alone for a while, that's why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best. You can't always expect people to care and even when your best friends stab you in the front, don't think for one minute that they didn't already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in the end, you're your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life and more often than not it's going to hurt like hell, but you can't stop it. You can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don't know what it is and when it happens, it will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words 'life' and 'risk' won't mean anything to you anymore, but don't try to change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Over time, certain things no longer have an affect on you and that happens because that's the way it's supposed to be, but you'll learn later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. Beware, it might catch you off guard and happen sooner.

Because people change, can’t you see my eyes? Are they not the same after the lies? I know I’m like a machine, but I still have dreams. I know one day we will sleep for days. I won’t make the same mistakes. I’m dying not to hurt you.

I’ve blocked out the past for a good reason. When someone that means everything to you tells you that you mean nothing to them, you forget the good times and just remember the bad ones, so that it's easier to move on.

"I need you. I don’t know why, but every now and then in my life, for no reason at all, I need you."

I see your face in the frame on my desk. It meant a lot, now it means a lot less. It's just a place for the dust in my room to rest. I see the letters that were written for me. They said you cared and I totally believed. They didn't mention that five months later you'd leave.

Came to say that I moved, I see your face you don't approve. Guess you could say that I'm already gone. I feel the time pass away, but in my songs you will always stay. I don't need you to tell me I'm the one. I don't need you to tell me I'm the one. You'll never know that I was the one.

I had enough heartaches & enough headaches. I've had so many ups & downs. Don't know how much more I can take. See, I decided that I cried my last tear yesterday. Either I'm going to trust you or I may as well walk away because stressing don't make it better, no way.

So, whats your addiction? The pain, the emptiness, the high? Maybe we all just want to feel alive. You can fake a smile for everyone else, but you'll never hide the truth from yourself.

Teenage love is the best love, the most romantic.
When else can you run up to him, wrap your arms around him,
see him flash that big smile, and kiss you like never before?
These are the years.
Don’t let them pass you by.

If there’s just one piece of advice I can give you it’s this:
When there’s something you really want,
fight for it, don’t give up no matter how hopeless it seems.
When you’ve lost hope,
ask yourself if ten years from now
you’re gonna wish you gave it just one more shot.
Because the best things in life, they don’t come free.

One day I am going to forget about you. Or at least I hope so.
Then again, I probably won't. Because you were the first
person to ever show me whatit is like to want to die.
The first person to ever really hurt me. Not just emotionally
but physically as well. I learned so much from you.
I couldn't possibly forget you.

Trust me. I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels,
to cry in the shower so no one can hear you,
waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.

I'm so tired of falling apart and picking myself up again.
I've fallen one too many times.
I can't keep learning from my mistakes.
I've done my part so it's time that you finally do yours.
You can do one of two things;
Make things right, or leave them wrong.

So continue feeling
bad for yourself,
it's not your fault;
it's everyone else.

This is probably my favorite one, lots of good quotes in here.

I've killed myself with changes
trying to make things better.

I know that you went straight to someone else, while I worked through all this shit here by myself. And I think that you should spend some time alone, but if you won't, then you won't. I will consider you gone.

Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. Someone walked into your life, you fell in love, or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation. Or maybe it was a brief moment of insanity.

You know, people always ask; are you okay? But they're never really expecting the truth. Because the reality of the matter is, if I was okay, you wouldn't really have to wonder.

Sometimes the only thing to do is cry. Sometimes you need to hear all of the truth, even if it hurts. Maybe there's a reason your heart aches and your laughter shakes. You can't fully enjoy the good if you've yet to experience the bad.

Even if you think the flame has died, there's at least one lyric that'll hit that last hot spot, and then you'll find yourself as screwed as the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again.

Drinking is cheating, it's dizzy dreaming and far too easy. Sober up and learn to feel the burn.

It's okay, I know the only times you really loved me were the times when you weren't sober.

You know what you were saying before, about how living my dream agrees with me? I've been thinking about that and I want you to know that I probably would not be living any dream at all, if it weren't for you. I mean, more and more I keep on finding myself in these incredibly surreal situations and everytime, I always kind of, in the back of my head just think, 'what would she think if she could see me right now?' You know, I guess everyone has someone who challenges them and makes them shoot for something just beyond their reach. You're that person for me. So, yeah, maybe we didnt talk this summer and who knows, maybe we'll find ourselves talking less and less as time goes on and life gets more and more in the way, but I gotta say, I don't feel it. 'Cause you're with me everywhere I go." -Dawsons Creek.

Never let someone break you down enough
to make you tear yourself apart;
No one deserves that feeling.

No, there's never going to be more than this; I have better things to do than sit and give it all to you. Sometimes I don't have enough of a backbone to tell it like it is, but I swear I won't ever let you know how I feel.

Sometimes to keep it together,
you've got to leave it alone.

Lately all I've wanted to do is sleep. Pretending that maybe, if I can forget about things for a little, they'll eventually go away. What I've learned is that these feelings are here to stay. I wish I could remember what it was like not to need you; when you told that sadness and pain were feelings, I never had to go through.

I've always looked at quotes about wanting your best friend and now I can relate all too well. The heartbreak ones seem to be my all too pathetic reality and I'm coming close to setting a personal record for consecutive days shedding a tear. I seem to be repeating my past mistakes even though I struggle to keep the "past" part true. I never thought it would happen again but once the late night phone calls started I knew I stumbled upon another unforgettable friendship. The struggle to remain so was battle in itself and despite my pleeding trys, it fell apart. This time I know I did nothing to deserve the pain and hurt I've felt. But honestly, I'm scrapping the bottom of the barrel in hope of learning some lesson from all of this. I only wish I could fix what's broken and stop inflicting more pain on myself, because honestly, I know that there's something better than the twisted relationships I always seem to get myself into.

I give myself three days to feel better, or I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff. Because if I can't make myself feel better, then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit.

There's a quicknesss in the way that things end. Sometimes, when you're so completely happy you can't help but wonder when things will change. If there's one thing to hold onto, it's the moment you're in, because nothing is guareenteed, nothing is forever. You can't always live in the future because that's where you're going to end up. Never miss out on the journey, that's the greatest part.

And it's over before you know, it all goes by so fast. The bad nights last forever, and the good nights don't ever seem to last.

Go with the flow. Laugh lots. Use manners. Try something new. Just kiss him already. Trust your feelings. Spend your cash. Introduce yourself. Take a chance. Study hard. Seek happiness. Regret nothing. Don't laugh at peoples dreams. Wish. Challenge yourself. Take pictures. Appreciate the memories. Dance in your underwear. Don't gossip. Learn from the past. Dress up, then take your clothes off. Realize that things change.

Numbing the pain for a while
will only make it worse
when you actually feel it.